When My 75 Hard Challenge Failed

My 75 Hard challenge failed three days before the finish line.

That sentence still feels strange to write, mostly because this failure wasn’t dramatic or accidental. There was no breakdown, no emergency, no moment where everything collapsed. Instead, it happened quietly, on a Sunday morning, when I woke up at 5:30 a.m. and realized I didn’t want to get out of bed.

I could have done it. That’s the important part. I could have stood up, followed the rules, and pushed through the last few days just to say I finished. But lying there, I felt something I hadn’t felt in a long time during this challenge: real happiness and calm. My body wasn’t resisting discipline. It was asking for rest.

So I stayed in bed. And in that moment, my 75 Hard challenge failed — not because I wasn’t capable, but because I chose to stop.

Seventy-Two Days Still Matter

Before my 75 Hard challenge failed, I had already completed 72 days in a row.

For more than two months, I woke up every day at 5:30 a.m. I went to the gym or went running. I wrote and updated my blog consistently. I structured my days around discipline, even when it felt uncomfortable or inconvenient.

That effort wasn’t erased by the last three days. It doesn’t disappear just because the challenge wasn’t completed perfectly. Seventy-two days of consistency still changed me, still built strength, still required commitment.

The day before I failed, I went hiking and didn’t get home until midnight. My body was physically tired in a way that no amount of motivation could override. That Sunday morning, resting felt more valuable than finishing something just for the sake of completion.

Even though my 75 Hard challenge failed, those days were real. They counted.

The Quiet Dishonesty Before the Failure

Looking back, I think my 75 Hard challenge failed emotionally before it failed officially.

There were mornings when I got up at 5:30 a.m. just to prove I could wake up early. Then, an hour or two later, I went back to sleep. I kept asking myself whether that really counted or whether I was quietly bending the rules to protect my ego.

That internal negotiation felt worse than failing outright. There’s something heavy about pretending you’re fully committed when you’re not. That quiet dishonesty drained me more than the workouts or the early alarms.

When my 75 Hard challenge failed openly, it felt cleaner. At least the failure was honest. I wasn’t tricking myself anymore.

Writing Without Peace

One of the biggest struggles near the end of this challenge was writing.

As part of my modified 75 Hard rules, I was working on a new book and committing to writing every day. At first, it felt exciting and purposeful. But toward the end, sitting down to write for 30 minutes became torturous. Not because I don’t love writing — I do — but because my mind felt crowded and exhausted.

My characters felt distant. The story stopped moving forward naturally. Writing became something I forced instead of something I entered with curiosity and joy.

Eventually, I realized that my mind needed peace more than productivity. Ending the writing project and allowing my 75 Hard challenge to fail happened almost at the same time. Both decisions felt like relief, not defeat.

My Second 75 Hard Challenge

This wasn’t my first time doing 75 Hard. It was my second.

Last year, I completed the challenge without shortcuts or hesitation. This year, my 75 Hard challenge failed — and the contrast between the two experiences matters.

Seventy-five days is a long time to remain perfectly consistent, not just physically, but mentally and creatively. Doing it once taught me discipline. Doing it a second time taught me honesty.

This time, I learned that discipline without flexibility eventually turns into self-betrayal. Consistency is powerful, but only when it doesn’t silence your real needs.

Choosing Rest Over Completion

I don’t hate myself for quitting.

When my 75 Hard challenge failed, it wasn’t because I lacked strength or willpower. It was because I chose rest instead of forcing myself through the finish line on empty.

There’s a difference between pushing yourself and ignoring yourself. This failure wasn’t careless or impulsive. It was intentional.

Sometimes, your body understands something your goals don’t. Sometimes, stopping is not a step backward but a way of protecting what matters long-term.

A Pause, Not an Ending

My 75 Hard challenge failed, but my journey didn’t end.

I still have time. I still have choices. I can start another challenge whenever it feels aligned — not because I’m afraid of failing, but because I genuinely want to try again.

This pause is simply space. Space to breathe, to recover, and to write without pressure. Failure doesn’t always mean something went wrong. Sometimes it means you listened.

This experience reminded me that failure can make sense, failure can be meaningful, and failure can even be peaceful when it’s chosen with honesty.

For now, I’m letting this be a pause — not an ending.

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