A week of extreme “Miles” – I ran, biked, and hit the gym. Finished all the physical to-dos. But let all the very important writings undone.

Struggled to read, most of the time, can’t focus long before my eyelashes hardly keep open. I stayed in bed way too long, which led to my “hate to open computer and start working” syndrome worse.

I know I need to get up early & try to return to the morning rituals for running or just start a day earlier. Went to the office renting agency & A step I should take a long while ago finally stepped out. Am I really determined to be a writer? I don’t know. I’ve been through the circle of writing every day to long periods of not wanting to grab my pen even. And my personal blogging website looks like shit.

I know I really need to be more familiar & expert in using WordPress, but I just haven’t yet. I know I need to at least let someone read my crap, but I’m not ready yet.

Gosh, girl! You’ve been preparing yourself for too long. And all the others are already ready, ran out years ago. I didn’t feel too anxious & worried this week, even though I knew I won’t be able to live through all my plans.

You can see all the tasks moving around to the other days, not as planned. I feel that I grow to love physical activities more since I don’t need to think while I’m doing them. But I need to be a thinker for the sake of the life I want to live.

People can be really lazy and dragging with what’s really important with their lives. Anyway, I don’t want to push too hard on myself, but I won’t let myself lose hope for living a life I really want.

To be honest, I love the life I’m living now, but I want more.

For those who have sleeping problems, let’s work together to try to figure out a way to care for ourselves. I’m currently listening to podcasts on some issues I care about, like relationships & mental health. Hope that works for stopping me from rolling on the bed for too long. You too.