I don’t know, this whole week feels crappy. Finally, I decided to move my website back to WordPress. I’ve tried using WordPress before but haven’t actually made any progress in the past year.

I kind of want to overcome the foreignness of the new tools. Since I use Shopify a lot, being able to learn to use a new tool is always better, right? Also, I got very upset with Shopify since you can’t possibly get through to direct support for any issue that happens.

I remember when I wanted help with WordPress, it was easy to get through to real-time customer service, but with Shopify, there’s always endless reading and clicking through. I lose myself every time I just want to connect with a real person instead of stupid long guidance.

Anyway, I want my website to live longer and maybe look prettier. Still a long learning curve ahead of me. I got myself so upset on Friday since I can’t categorize my blogs into different categories. And I always thought to find the same place while I was using Shopify. It turned out totally different there in using those two tools.

My plan for reading lagged again. I don’t know, scrolled through all the books on my Kindle but felt like reading none. Every time I don’t feel like laying down, I head to the gym to stop myself from thinking. Am I going to struggle with thinking if I go to the gym each time i don’t want to think?

While I was training, I barely thought of anything. I like the emptiness in my mind, but I guess it’s an avoidance as well. We can’t avoid all the time when we feel trapped.

Didn’t feel like running or singing or anything the whole week. Am I overwhelming myself with too much on my to-do list? I didn’t feel very guilty since I didn’t finish all the tasks. I see myself as doing a Resolution Experiment.

Heading into March, anyway. I saw my friends working out almost every day, but most New Year’s resolutions had already started fading. I tried so hard today, but I had also stopped working out recently. I think people get tired easily when trying to stick to a yearly plan without short-term rewards. My body and soul felt worn out and just wanted to slow everything down from time to time. I need to try not to overwhelm myself.