I don’t think I am a business type or ambitious one, but it felt like an invisible hand has been pushing me gradually toward a life I’m not sure I’ll like or hate. But as peaceful as I grow and change. I accept whatever happens in my life with gratitude.

Last week we went to a factory visiting for my new product manufacturer. At that moment, everything feels so real that I’m actually walking towards building my own business. The day I registered my business didn’t feel real; the day I stopped coexisting with the previous workshop didn’t feel real. But last week, that day we went for factory visits for my brand, and it felt so real.

Challenges of New Business and Life 

I’ve been stomached for weeks now and then. Some old clients stopped cooperating, and I got a new business all on my own. 2 hours of commuting to try to get a new client and lots of things on my mind. But I didn’t feel too overwhelmed. If that were me years ago, I wouldn’t be able to fall asleep. But the me myself nowadays. feels so much more resilient. I appreciate whatever has happened in time to build me into a much stranger version.

I don’t have much new business for my business yet. And I don’t earn much, but I felt the independence and freedom more and more each day. People can easily get unmotivated if they got all the freedom to manage their lives; they simply don’t know how to. I used to be like that too. But I don’t know since when I don’t easily feel panicked or lost anymore. I live each day to the plans I set for myself, allowing myself to feel tired and unmotivated. Allow myself to rest more when I want. I thought I would wander around and waste all the beautiful time, as I used to feel regret a lot. But no, I don’t feel that any more on the contrary; I’m not getting lazy. I’ve been very productive and fulfilled life and work missions. 

Live Your Life Freely

My marathon training goes well; I ran 7 km, 8 km, and 15 km last week, which amounted to 30 km per week. I don’t quite remember if I struggled too much to get to run those miles. My waist pain came back again, and lots of stuff was on my mind. I went for running any way. I read, and I stick to my 75 Hard Challenge. I don’t feel too much out of depth; I feel free and happy most of the time. I appreciate myself for becoming the one I’m today. And I’m fully confident that whatever I’m becoming in the future is only another wonderful version of myself.

My business may not succeed for 100% sure. But life is all about experience and experiment. I’m proud of myself for being willing to take on challenges with an ease heart and to live each day with a grateful heart.

Going to take a nap shortly after this. The thing is, that’s true—we’re not rushing into anywhere. We just live according to our free will, and we don’t need the super hero willpower to achieve something. Our willpower is more than enough to achieve whatever we want to achieve; don’t stress out. If we fail, we fail gracefully. Trust in yourself always.

I plan to create a new section recording my business’s growth. Sounds like a great plan for me who wants to be a writer, just recording!